The Poisonous Heart
(Written Feb 2009)
(Written Feb 2009)
Why does my life have to be such a
miserable mess??
miserable mess??
I go through desperate measures just to feel the slightest embrace of happiness.
I sometimes wonder if it will ever be,
the day that someone could genuinely love, need, and ache for me.
My heart yearns for the feeling of true nurturing love.
Why can't I be lifted and taken away from this emptiness by the good lord up above?
My beliefs in happiness have become so numb, I sometimes wish my time would just finally come!
As I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to sweep, the damaging debris from my heart.
For they have torn any faith in true love for me completely apart.
The moment that I let the slightest feeling of love seep in, that's when the poisonous effects will begin.
Mirroring the fortune of prohibited natural sin, I effortlessly withdraw rather than let love have any chance at a victorious win.
As the poison begins traveling through my veins, the love I feel in no way can over power the venom's excruciating pain!
While unable to cease the toxins overwhelming strain, I grievously give into my hearts damaging vain,
as I bid fairwell to love, yet... once again.
as I bid fairwell to love, yet... once again.
